celticfreedom

Hello world! :-) its Friday, yippppeeeee, i get to rest for a while now, oh, sleep, walking around in my socks, eating cake, ice cream, yummy.
Got Ben and Gerri's double chocolate fudge ice cream last week for the first time that was very nice.
So going out to the pub in about 30 minutes with my two best friends.
Work is going well, I'm working so hard and my bosses are really happy with me, I'm learning the steel business really quickly and I'm getting a company jeep after Christmas.
Got my driving license and getting my car loan on Monday, I'm getting a very shiny 2001 ford fiesta, 5 doors, all electrics, CD player, sun roof, and its minty and black :-)

im taking some advice.
i met up with a friend, shes very cute and after a few drinks, we ended up kissing, it was amazing, she was so beautiful, such a soft and amazing kisser, the whole experience was really beautiful and good.
But now, the girl is totally ingoring me, i dont know why? and now i think iv lost her as a friend too?
A beautiful kiss and i loose a great friend.
I guess its my loss, but thats life i guess, a list of losses,
or maybe im wrong.
hopefully im wrong.......

OTHER NEWS:
work is going well, im getting better and faster all the time, and im getting on with everyone in my company. Im getting a raise next month for mm good work and im also getting my driving license in the post this week. So, good health, good job, all i need now is some good life goals, something to make as a target for all my work. Below is a start, ok things i want to do.
1 Buy a Car
2 Pay off my credit cards
3 Get my own flat
4 Get a girlfriend
5 Write my book, a good idea, just not realised yet :-)

i thinks that for now., i know im missing some biggies, like a house, but a house in ireland starts at 350000 euros....yikes

I think its a good idea if i use my journel to map out my progress in my new job. I sometimes find it so hard to see the big picture and to understand my goals.
Today was monday and after a lovely relaxing weekend, i was back in the office, all stressed out as always, too much work, not enough hours, I work so hard there, every second i have but theres never enought time to do everyhting asked of me. My boss shouted at me over the phone today, apparently i designed something in the wrong way and i got killed, "how am i meant to learn if no one teached or shows me"???? i just cant let myself get upset, its good starting job and its design, but god its hard and stressed?? who knows how it will turn out, but i always should remember whats emportant, my family, my health and my friends, jobs come and go.
Im also secrelt teaching myself a high tech engineering program that will le me do many more interesting design jobs in the future, plus its a backup if my boss, ever gives me the boot, it probably wont happen but im always wondering if tis coming around the corner ?? jesu im a nervies person, i so need to grow up and become stronger against people !

just started a new job, very lucky to get this job, please god, ill work hard enought to keep it and make them and my family proud?
i really hope that.

as i go to sleep tonight, my life is full of love and hope, all i ask is that i wake up with the same feeling.

COLLAGE REULTS TODAY: + M1 (second highest grade in 32 students) i can do my masters now at any time! :-) i want to thank my family, especially my dad, and my amaxing and loving friends were making my life so happy, thank you all. i will always do everyhting in my power to protect and love those who love me.

God Bless world and goodnight !

hay world, miss me? :-)
ok,im having my design exabition a the moment, thats going great, was contacted my a magor company about work? so wish me good luck, had a great few days, the weather is brilliant, i have a kick ass tan and my friends all came over and had a barbeuq at my house, last night, i was the chef and the food was a big hit. :-)
after cooking i was a little stressed, one of my female frends told me to take off my top and she did a full back massache, when i was on the grass, shes amazing, beaitufl and smart and she was macaching nearlly every mucsle in my body, i dont know, that was just, WOWWWWWW :-) :-) so my results out next thurdsay, so wish me well.
with a little luck, im going to do alright ? i hope and pray.
night world.

My poor wee body, every muscle is groaning after today, it was officially the last day of my collage life and the external examiners, 1 from Northern Ireland and 1 from Finland were in all day marking our final projects. They always call in about 7 people at the end of the day to explain specifics about their products. So the day went on, we all played board games and the lecturers kept coming in and playing with us, it was great fun, we had a really good laugh with one of our lectures, hes very camp and we kept talking about the design of shavers, he said that he could never shave special areas, we all feel on the ground laughing, it was juts too funny! So at the end of the day, big surprise they called me in, i went as white as a ghost, i was so scared they'd destroy me, but i was totally wrong, they let me explain what i loved about my design and what was really challenging, i did really well with them and i told them, it could be my last product ever, maybe? And i juts had great fun with my imagination, they really loved all my energy. so thats that ! i find out my results in two weeks, i think i might do well, but im not guessing ??? ill leave that up to faith! so now, rest, and sleep, before i go sleep, i want to thank everyone for all the help the have given me this year and special thanks go out to my special and very beautiful friend T !
night world !

im just listening to the final European piano contest in Dublin tonight, its just fantastic, the best European pianists playing their hearts out, wow ! :-)
I had a great day, got all my collage stuff finished, my dad got a new computer today and he had to install a new modem, he fouled it up so like a digital super man- i flew in :-)
Got that fixed and got the net working also, he's chuffed, his new toy :-)
have some spare time this weekend, so im doing some wood work, i promised a old friend id make her something special and i want to keep that promise.
so farewell world for now, keep loving me because im loving you ! :-)

ok life is good, but i juts cant stop myself thinking about the future ?
i have so many questions and few answers ?
all i can do is wait, play it out i guess and hope for the best, wish me luck world !

im almost done! another week and a half, have to stick around for the external exmainer, then going to galway to see my family, they have a money present for me, ahhh they know what i want :-) , then im going to travel through eruope for a week or two, then jobs, this company in india still wants me but there so far away, id love to stay in europe.